subject:gomen
feeling: bouncy
[...] i have been fixated on freud lately for no discernable reason . he has become my blorbo or what ever it is [...] I want to go reread girls last tour
07:48 pm
subject:danmu
feeling: groggy
i want to read danmei again (specifically 2ha) but i dont feel i can be bothered to remember all those names(i will anyways).. other than procrastination, this same thing led me to not finish svsss ... also i am really tired right now because i had 3 hours of sleep
09:14 am
subject:posting creations online
feeling: discontent
I want to move my art posting to tumblr because insta sux Butt but like, also, I dont really like Posting a lot of my art anyways anymore, and i already rarely do, because either I feel like it's not worthy of being on my public accounts , or i am too lazy to photograph my traditional art and share it to my side account. i prefer sharing my art with my friends more because i can just share my Poop From A Butt comfortably without those feelings of unworthiness I feel I still need to post Something to my instas / socmed in order to get commisions but with the algorithm/ my artstyle Generally not being That Appealing, bots/ai , me not Really following trends (the ""y2k"" artstyle resurgence, or alternatively canihavepromo nd brujoari copycats) and stuff like that, it just doesnt seem worth it. of course at some point i will make Progress on my web site nd start cataloging my art there instead, but thats probably a while away considering i dont have much time to spend Hours on it due to school.
05:21 pm